I have this overwhelming urge to cut my hair into a short, chic bob. But I know im going to regret it. So im going to keep a good 50m distance between me and any salon. No more impulsive haircuts for me!


But still I miss you..

Best Friends

For the first time in a very long time, I felt really wanted yesterday. I dont usually share my feelings with my sister and neither does she. Our conversations are usually constrained to that cute blouse at Dorothy Perkins or how hot Wentworth Miller is (I swear I can look at his eyes for ever and ever). We hardly delve into the personal. And for the first time, she actually messaged me to tell me about this test she flunked. Seemingly insignificant but it meant a lot.

I desperately need to get a job! My finances are running dangerously low. I wont rest in peace until I find one!


The sparkle's fading. Sadly.

I wish

Sometimes, I wish I think with my head instead of my heart. Things will be a lot different then. A lot different. I would seriously like to stuff my overwhelming emotions into a box and send them to mars! Only then would I be able to sleep in peace.

I have this strange feeling that I screwed up my As. I studied and im pretty proud of the whole process I underwent. No regrets there. Actually I dont really care what results I get now. Im not going to expect anything nor am I going to hope for outstanding results. Whatever happens, happens. If I have to resit or go abroad, so be it.