God save me?

I really wish I can bring myself to hate you. You make me sad, you confuse me and you hurt me where it hurts the most. Honestly, I really dont give a shit what people think of me. I thought you would have known me better but obviously you dont. And that's sad. What's even sadder is when you act all chummy chummy though you still hold something against me. Its times like this when I stop and rethink the decision I made then. But then again, I dont regret what I did a year ago, it was for the better. You're happy and so am I.Isn't it about time we give things a rest?
But still, inspite of all the things that you have said and done, you'll always have a special place in my heart.

Yesterday marked the end of my structured school life. No more uniforms. No more recess. No more assemblies. Two years of my life gone just like that. I never thought I would say this but im gonna miss Nanyang. Badly. I'll miss the lovely people who have made school bearable. Sharini, Thanks for the amazing comapany you provide during econs consultations and your honest take on things. Ranitha, Thanks for the emotional support you have given me my entire life. I seriously would not have been able to survive through many things without you. Kuga, Thanks for being the older sister I never had and showing me to carry out what I believe in. Candice, Thanks for showing me how to live life. Xingjie, Thanks for the advice and your unconventional take on things. Zu, Thanks for showing me what perseverance is about and being the selfless person that you are. Dorisa, Thanks for showing me how to take pride in being different. Shufang, Thanks for allowing me to see certain things through another perspective. Hayati, Thanks for showing me what strength is really like and being the sweetie that you are. Yingxian, Thanks for the fun you have provided me with. I'll really miss you guys.