Closure

Met Muru yesterday. Finally. It was awkward but it felt good to see him after a long time. We had a good time laughing about the stupid things we did in secondary school. The meeting went better than I had expected and it wasnt as if I had a horrible time or anything like that. But when I went home I cried my heart out. The first time I ever really cried since the day we broke up. Amazingly after that, I felt better. Whatever guilt I felt just disappeared. He's happy so there's really no reason for me to be unhappy or feel guilty. There will be lapses here and there but i'll get over it. Finally, some closure.
Aargh!!!!! I HATE mugging. It sucks. And I cant believe the holidays are comin to an end. Wasn't it just yesterday the holidays started?? Cause it sure feels like it. Sigh.

You will always have a special place in my heart .