Idealism and realism are at two ends of the spectrum right? Then why do I feel as if they are side by side. Im falling into one or the other. Im forced to be realistic, yet at times I find myself being realistic out of my own accord. Its the circumstances I guess. But whatever it is I hate being realistic. I want to dream. Live life without without a care or worry. Alas, that's not how things work. I had better get started on my econs before I get too carried away. Sigh. Reality.