I like to think im completely detached and that I have no place for emotions at all within me. I like to act as if I dont give a shit about anything, that nothing affects me. But that's not how things work. I am affected about every damn thing that happens for the very sole reason that im human. Though at times I would like to think im some cold blooded creature. I realised that sitting on my feelings is not a good idea. I should let them out, realise its ok to cry, deal with them and then get on with things. Keeping everything inside just suffocates me. Suffocates me to the extent that sometimes for no rhyme or reason I suddenly breakdown and scare the shit out of myself.
Live here, Live now, Live in this moment.