If I get that A, its because of Weber!

Just as I was planning to forget about soci and sleep, a van drives pass me. It had Weber's name on it!!! No kidding. It's a sign from Weber himself! I'm pretty sure about that. LOL.

I feel sad.

In circles

I enjoyed the walk. Despite the fact that I was alone. Despite the fact that I only walked around my estate.
3 more to go. But 3 consecutive papers. Oh god. I think I am gonna need divine intervention!

Choose
The single clenched fist lifted and ready,
Or the open hand held out and waiting.
Choose: For we meet by one or the other.
Carl Sandburg

I CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY!!

Theatre Studies was BAD! -shakes head-
But at least, part 1 of my 5 part liberation series is over. Now just 4 more to go! I'm off to study political science. Gah!
Saturday's the day of my liberation! I cant wait!!!!

Dear God,

Please help me see the purpose of You putting me through all of this. Not very fair is it? I'm not complaining. It's just that I feel like I'm beginning to lose my sanity.

Love,
Thulasi

Over and done with

I have a couple of things on my mind. The first being the bloody exams of course. Which I haven't really studied for! Which would mean that I'm pretty screwed!
And then there's my grandmother who's worrying the hell out of me. I dont think you can call what she's suffering from dementia or suggest that she's senile. I dont quite know what's wrong with her actually. We're bringing her to the doctor tomorrow. Hopefully that enlightens us all on what's going on. It pains me to see her looking so terribly distressed and frustrated. I don't know how to help her either. How exactly am I to find her the house that isn't there or show her the path that doesn't exist?
I love my grandmother. I think she's the only one who actually understands me completely (though we may have some issues with language at times). She reads me like a book. No really. She knows when I'm down. All the time. And this is when I don't show any visible signs of feeling down. She's my source of comfort. I'm just terribly afraid at the moment.
I think I'm gonna stick to being nonchalent. It suits me best. Emotions and getting myself emotionally tangled in some mess just doesn't work for me. I like my heart and brain in whole.

That's Life with a capital "L"

And finally Theatre Practical is over!!! About time. I must say I am pretty relieved. We did a good job. Everyone was just great! But I had to screw up the Q&A section. Darn. I didnt see the bloody question coming. Grrr. Oh well. It's all over now. I'll miss my TS group mates though. =(

Photos! ( Centre Visit, Spirit Week and Diwali)




I love Joy to bits! Man. I wish her parents would let me have her!

I love the way she smiles. Never fails to make my day.

Brayden. Still as tiny. But just as adorable.

My cheeky darling! Always trying to remove my sweater! I miss his signature cheeky look- the one where he scratches his chin and looks at me in a lewd manner! Haarveen, you should know this!

Micole Lau and Tomi Oliver.

Emiko on Beach day! Sadly she was the only one bothered to dress up.

Christine trying to get into the spirit of beach day!

The now famous RED socks

Arts COLOURS

What was I thinking walking around school like this?!

While waiting for Beanie who was taking FOREVER to get there.

JOY!


I love Joy!

......

I am in desperate need of some excitement.

Picture Perfect

It was awkward. I guess I have pretty much grown used to the way things are or will be. The little things I look forward to each day have changed. My pirorities have changed. My needs have changed. I never realised that. Til today. It's not that I love you any less or that I have moved on. It's just that I feel like I'm a different person altogether. As to what that means, I really have no idea. One thing at a time. We'll see.

If I had the chance

It's Diwali. I'm supposed to be stuffing myself with food. But for some reason I feel BLUE.
I don't understand how I managed to overlook what you wanted. I guess I was too caught up with worrying about what I wanted. As usual. It's always about me isn't it? I don't even bother thinking about what others want. Yes I am pretty much spoiled. And no I'm not proud of it.
I really don't know why I try so hard to make peace with you. Maybe its because you matter. Even though I have always refused to acknowledge that. Oh well.
Spell things out for me. Clearly if you don't mind. I really have no idea what you want from me.

Three separate issues. 1 muddled up Thulasi. And lots of food.

-Shakes head-

Men
They're starting to get to me!
There are those who cannot take no for an answer. There are those who mess with your mind. There are those who rub you the wrong way. Yes literally as well. There are those who insist you HAVE to give them your number and will bug you endlessly for it.
No simply means NO! Men just don't get it huh? Hah.

In a land far away



I miss you.

Grrr...

I'm feeling grouchy!

Laa dee da

Distraction. Yea that's it. A mere distraction. But with regards to clammy palms, racing hearts and butterflies in the tummy, NONE! Ziltch. Nil. Nada. Zip. Zot.