All I can do is to keep breathing

Three months and I'm still hurting. Hah. I guessed I should have dealt with it then and there. I'm dealing with it now. Now's not the exactly the best time with school being sucky and realising I'm on my own most of the time but if I keep it in any longer I'm gonna break. I need my mother but at the same time I don't want her to know anything.

All I can do is to keep breathing. For now atleast.