I hate talking about the future when things are uncertain. Sure talks of marriage, having children, my future husband are interesting. And I dont deny that I enjoy talking about such stuff. But the thing is how many of these expectations are actually going to materialize. I used to take such talks seriously. I dreamt of the day when I would get married. I built up great hopes and expectations only to have my idealistic dreams shattered. After that I had trouble treading on hard, solid ground. Those dreams were so deeply embedded in me. Part of me still dreams of such things but im glad now there's a rational side to me. I dont want to end up disappointed again.