Yesterday was Edlin's guitar concert and so I got the chance to meet a couple of secondary school friends. It felt good to hang out with them after a long time. I kinda missed all the times we spent together in Bendemeer. But I never want to go back to the past. Never
Whatever's the past, its gone. There's nothing I can do to change it, not that I want to though. I may have made some bad decisons then but I have no regrets whatsoever. The past is what I am today. I may not be perfect but im happy with what I am today (Ookay maybe not entirly happy but happy).
Oh and I got real irritated yesterday too. Everyone I met yesterday kept enquiring about him. How on earth would I know how he is? Im not his personal secretary. Then there was the inevitable question of what happened. I could just see it coming. Aargh. Which part of things just didnt work out dont people understand?? Fine. I admit even I didnt think things would end up like that but sometimes or rather almost always ,things are hardly in our control. Gotta learn how to live with that. It hurts but life goes on.
I desperately need chocolate ice cream. NOW.