Into you like a train

Some of the best things in life are total mistakes. Trust me if I could do it all over again, I wouldn't wanna change anything. Not one bit at all. I may not like who I have become or agree with what I am doing right now. But there's something I have taken away from this mess. And in due time, I hope I get my act together. Preferably sooner.

The BIG 2-0's approaching! UGH.

=]

Nutella=cellulite
Cheese=muffin top
Cheese crackers (I had 17 of them mind you)= 1 fat but HAPPY
thuls

Funny how I still don't get it huh!

The self-destruct button

If only anyone knew how fucking difficult this is. I mean really. Nothing bright and sunny is gonna come out of this. I have a gazillion obligations, a good number of promises that I cannot and will not break and a hell lot of personal issues of my own to sort out. I don't have time to think of what I want let alone of what I'm doing. I'm getting scared. I don't want to mess up.

Straits Kitchen

=((((((

Breathe Thuls breathe.

From a whisper to a scream

I want to do this by myself. Alone. And contrary to what everyone thinks, I can handle this. I want to do it my way. And I want to make sure it's the right way. So I pray thee, let me. Let me handle this my way.

She keeps me grounded



a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
this is as babies
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
guess who's who
thuls says:
you're the brown one! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
to now
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
hehe yea im zee brown one
thuls says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
thuls says:
Love the peektures!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
hahahah
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
merci beacoup
thuls says:
and I LOVE YOU
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
hehe i do too(:

The other side of this life :)

Scars and Souvenirs

It feels like the scab on my knee. I'm always picking at it when I know I shouldn't be doing so. Scars never go away. They serve as a reminder-of what you should not have done. Or rather what you should have done. But I love how I'm always left with a personalised souvenir. My very own souvenir to myself.
Hamlet wasn't the only one with the dilemma. Gah.

Wasted

Standing at the back door
She tried to make it fast
One tear hit the hard wood
It fell like broken glass
She said sometimes love slips away
And you just can't get it back
Let's face it

For one split second
She almost turned around
But that would be like pouring rain drops
Back into a cloud
So she took another step and said
I see the way out and I'm gonna take it

I don't wanna spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Another glass of whisky but it still don't kill the pain
So he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drain
He says it's time to be a man and stop living for yesterday
Gotta face it.

Cause I don't wanna spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Oh I don't wanna keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted

She kept drivin along
Till the moon and the sun were floating side-by-side
He looked in the mirror and his eyes were clear
For the first time in a while

Hey, yeah,
Oh, I don't wanna spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Oh I don't wanna keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted

Oh, I don't wanna spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by
Wasted

Yeah, yeah
Oh I don't wanna keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time
Wasted

Wasted
Carrie Underwoods.

This is what I feel like now- wasted.

When all fails.. GROW A BOYFRIEND!!


Meet Chace Mooki!

He's perfect. Well almost. Blue's not exactly his best colour and I'm not exactly crazy about his groovy blue hair-do. But I'll make do! I mean c'mon right? The guy NEVER argues! What's a little blue hair!

Didn't we almost have it all?

I'll like to think I almost had everything. I don't know what's going on with me anymore. I really don't.

=(

I miss button!

Don't Forget To Remember Me

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big old place
Yeah, I know there are more important things,
But don't forget to remember me.

Don't forget to remember me
Carrie Underwoods

Monday Blues at its worst

I hate Mondays. I feel all so depressed and unmotivated. Especially when I have to go to school on MONDAY during RECESS WEEK for a 10am class. During which I completely zonked out. And of course, the tutor had to pick this fine day to work my brain. Unfortunately, my brain refused to cooperate. Oh and did I mention that I couldn't find ANYTHING this morning? My contacts, my t-shirt, my cardigan, my ASSIGNMENT and of course my shoes. Nothing. I ended up being late and horribly mismatched.
AND I got lost again. This would make it the third time this week. First, at the pyschology department on Monday (I ended up in some dark stairwell), then at the Engineering Faculty on Thursday (I ended up in the gas chamber) and at SGH today.
Actually, I can't decide whether I hate Mondays or Sundays more.

Tell me sweet little lies

You don't know a good thing
Until its gone.
And found someone else.
Right. Hah.

Staring at the Sun

I feel like I'm on a permanent high. I'm dealing. In the worst way possible. But I'm dealing. And that's all that really matters isn't it?

We're at it again!

Thulasi says:
ah you're here!
Thulasi says:
let's run away
Thulasi says:
to france
Thulasi says:
we'll be farmers!
Thulasi says:
what say you??
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
france aint nice
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
lets go to italy and be gypsies!
Thulasi says:
okay!
Thulasi says:
brilliant plan!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
okay so when do we leave?!
Thulasi says:
i say tomorrow
Thulasi says:
let's pack our bags this instant!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
okayyyyyy!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
okay what do we bring
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
lets discuss
Thulasi says:
scarves!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
its spring there now right!
Thulasi says:
BIG hoop earrings
Thulasi says:
is it?
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
but if we're staying till winter we gotta bring winter clothes
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
shoesssss!
Thulasi says:
oh yea
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
bags
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
lots and lots of pretty clothes!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
its italy!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
SHADES
Thulasi says:
but we're gypsies!
Thulasi says:
we're supposed to look mismatched!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yea true that
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
but then again we may need to pick pockets here and there
Thulasi says:
ah yes
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
so we need shades to disguise ourselves!
Thulasi says:
so we need to look like we fit in!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yesyes
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
thank god we dont need bronzers to do the trick!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
our skin colours ought to do
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
HAHAH
Thulasi says:
yes we're all nice and bronze already!
Thulasi says:
do we have to look ugly?!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
nooooo
Thulasi says:
cause i would relly like to look pretty
Thulasi says:
really*
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
gypsies are usually quite pretty
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
!
Thulasi says:
but the ones i have seen are all scruffy and evil looking!
Thulasi says:
i want to be a nice pretty one!
Thulasi says:
you can be the evil one!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
we'll be the exception!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
NO
Thulasi says:
how about that!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
DONT BE MEAN
Thulasi says:
hahahahah
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
then you go yourself
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
hmph
Thulasi says:
oh no dont do this to me
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
say you'll be the evil one and ill go
Thulasi says:
i might get abducted if i go alone
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
quick
Thulasi says:
what?!
Thulasi says:
okay okay
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
if not you go aloneeeeeee
Thulasi says:
i'll be the evil one
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
haha YES!
Thulasi says:
i'll secretly be nice!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
hahah
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
fineee
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
what else what else!
Thulasi says:
hmm..
Thulasi says:
what else do we need?
Thulasi says:
can i hire escorts?!
Thulasi says:
winks
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
ewwww
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
dont need to hire
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
the bees will come where there is honey
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
hawhaw
Thulasi says:
mmmm.. i is loving this
Thulasi says:
the gypsy life!
Thulasi says:
no tutorials. no lectures. no projects.
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yessss
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
no boys to worry about cos there'll be so many there!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
we'll be freeeeeeee
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
and happyyyy
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
i wanttttttt
Thulasi says:
me too
Thulasi says:
shall we leave this mundane life behind and run!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yes of course!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
tomorrow meet me at changi airport at 11!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
ill sneak out when my mum's at the market
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
we'll see what happens from there!
Thulasi says:
okay!
Thulasi says:
i'll get my mum to go to the shop at that time!
Thulasi says:
shall i bring sunshine?
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
NO
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
he's too big
Thulasi says:
whyyyy???
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
he'll give us away!
Thulasi says:
we can shrink him!
Thulasi says:
stuff him into a bag or smth!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
okay let me cast a spell now~
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
itsybitsyspidershrinksunshiney!!boomboom
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
is sunshine small yet!!
Thulasi says:
oh my!
Thulasi says:
yes he is!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
oh YES!
Thulasi says:
he looks like a rat!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
it worked!
Thulasi says:
yes it did!
Thulasi says:
well done gypsy!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
i must remember to bring my wand to italy!
Thulasi says:
oh oh we need new names!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
oh yess!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
thusithulla!
Thulasi says:
ewwww
Thulasi says:
something a little more sexy please!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
thulabella!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
thusibella?
Thulasi says:
HAHAHAH
Thulasi says:
not working for me still!
Thulasi says:
you can be ranbun!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
what!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
it sounds like a name you'll name sunshine!
Thulasi says:
oh no not very gypsy sounding is it?
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
Thulasi says:
okay i'll try again!
Thulasi says:
how about ranzella!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
okay!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
it sounds niceeeeeee
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yay!
Thulasi says:
sister of godzilla!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
HEY
Thulasi says:
HAHHAHAH
Thulasi says:
oops i meant gonzilla
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
im ZELLA NOT ZILLA
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
whos gonzilla?!
Thulasi says:
same difference!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
HAHAHAHAH
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
its GODZILLA
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
stupidddddd
Thulasi says:
whatever that ugly thing is called!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
youre THUZILLA!
Thulasi says:
keshini told me it was the other one!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
its decided then!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yay!
Thulasi says:
okay ranzella!
Thulasi says:
brb i need to bathe!
Thulasi says:
i dont want to bathe tml!
Thulasi says:
gypsies smell bad right?
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
NO
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
ewww
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
you dirty girl
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
shoo go bathe
Thulasi says:
but dont they always look dirty?
Thulasi says:
i bet they smell too ranzella!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
noo they dont!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
you can be the dirty gypsy if you like
Thulasi says:
no no
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
im not going to!
Thulasi says:
i prefer to look clean
Thulasi says:
and smell nice
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
then the guys will run away form you and ill have them all for myself!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yay!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
be dirty be dirty!
Thulasi says:
that is NOT gonna happen!
Thulasi says:
we share!
Thulasi says:
SHARE!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
you're the one who wanted to be dirtyyyyyyy
Thulasi says:
no i thought that we're supposed to be dirty!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
nooooooooooooooooooooooooo
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
no
Thulasi says:
okay fine
Thulasi says:
i'll smell them in Italy!
Thulasi says:
and then we'll see who's right!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yea of courseeee
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
we need our long flowery skirtsss
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
or any long flowy skirts for that matter
Thulasi says:
i hate long stuff!
Thulasi says:
i like skirts short!
Thulasi says:
but i'll settle for long ones
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
but gypsies dont wear short skirts doofus!
Thulasi says:
true that
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
they'll think youre a skank if you wear a short skirt
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
HAHAH
Thulasi says:
LOL
Thulasi says:
oh dear
Thulasi says:
ITALY! here we come!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yea baybeh!
Thulasi says:
with our long flowy skirts
Thulasi says:
big hoops
Thulasi says:
scarves
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
our bronzed skins
Thulasi says:
ah yes
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
nice namessss
Thulasi says:
love it!
Thulasi says:
just think!
Thulasi says:
all the men waiting there for us!
Thulasi says:
i bet they'll find us exotic!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
and much more than just men!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
they get boring after a while
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
-yawn-
Thulasi says:
yes
Thulasi says:
men are boring!
Thulasi says:
not to mention gross
Thulasi says:
FOOD!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
OH YES
Thulasi says:
food will be my best friend! my bestest friend!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
endless amounts of pasta and the likes
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yummyyyyyyyyyy
Thulasi says:
let's stay home and eat all day!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
of course food will be your number 2 best friend!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
IM FIRST
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
NO
Thulasi says:
no one will see our tummies under the flowy skirts!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
we need to pick pockets to earn $$ to buy food dummy
Thulasi says:
oh yea!
Thulasi says:
oops
Thulasi says:
it'll be like oliver twist!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
albeit more eggciting ill like ot think!
Thulasi says:
i cant wait!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yea!
Thulasi says:
have you packed all your stuff?
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
im packing!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
i just chose my suitcase
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
its HUGE
Thulasi says:
i cant find a scruffy looking one!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
so i can dump everything inside
Thulasi says:
that's a good thing!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
we aint goanna bring it ard so we can chuck it at the hotel
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
no one will see!
Thulasi says:
we stay at the hotel?!
Thulasi says:
i was thinking more like somewhere in the woods
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
for the first day!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
so we can eat and enjoy at least for the first day before we set off
Thulasi says:
ah okay
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
and gypsies dont stay in the woods woman!
Thulasi says:
they dont?!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
they stay in caravans!
Thulasi says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
i think
HAHAHA
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
but im positive they dont stay in the woods
Thulasi says:
the caravans are stationed in the woods arent they?
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
noo!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
they are in those funfair like bazaars!
Thulasi says:
Right. I knew that!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yea im sureeeeeeee thuzilla
Thulasi says:
hahahaha
Thulasi says:
alrightey ranzella i'm off to pack!
Thulasi says:
see you tml! 11 at changi!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
please specify changi airport
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
just changi is soooo
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
wrong
Thulasi says:
HAHAHAHAHA
Thulasi says:
changi airport!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
aye be there on time!
Thulasi says:
i'm always on time!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
alright bonsoir!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
(i dont know italian so ill use french for the time being=D)
Thulasi says:
i know neither!
Thulasi says:
will malay do?
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
yea sure!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
who cares
Thulasi says:
BYE RANZELLA!
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
BYE THUZILLA
a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
tomorrow is THE day!

This reminds me of the time we planned to tour EUROPE after our PSLE! That was one hell of a good plan! I actually drew up a list of things to bring for that! Too bad we never got to go!

I LOVE TOYS'R'US!



Devi, lost under the HUGE cap

I love Ariel!

I had so much fun at TOYS'R'US!

Presenting CANDIE!

We were bored.