All that you can't leave behind.

I like being in love with you.
sigh.

Unopened letters to the World

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
dear penpal, how are you? hope you are fine. Anyway how's school?did you get your test marks back yet?well, there's nothing much to say. Did you know i went to my friends place at bukit timah? Her mother fetched us in a station wagon and then she drove us to Han's for lunch. Do you know she gave my friend a $50 note and asked her to have lunch?

thuls says:
HAHAH OMG I WROTE THIS????

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
We had lunch(just the 4 of us)(meaning me, Jia qian, Gurveen and Liying).Then we drove to her house. I nearly fainted when I saw her house, it was beautiful. So, what's new?

thuls says:
omg i did

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
Are you having any stress? I'm very scared about the BCG and the PSLE. Does your teacher want you to go to remedials. oops i forgot to ask you how your prefect job getting along. Good i suppose! does it affect your studies? well let me tell you a story(sort of)

thuls says:
OMG STOP!

thuls says:
hahahahahahahahahah

thuls says:
i feel like digging a hole and burying myself!


a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
One day my teacher was going to her friend's house which was on the 21st story. She pressed the "door close" but a boy of 21 or in his twenties slipped through. He did not know what button to press and press 19 and he kept looking at her. She felt very uncomfortable. She was pregnant with her first child, jacqueline. But her stomach was not big at all. Then..

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
call me to find out the rest!

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
OMG CLASSIC!TELL ME STORY HALFWAY AND SAY CALL ME TO FIND OUT THE REST

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
scared i never call you is it?

thuls says:
HAHAHAH

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
HAHHAHAHAHA
LOSER

thuls says:
I DONT REMEMBER EH

thuls says:
ASS!

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
YEA DAMMIT

thuls says:
-_-

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
now i wanna know the damn story!!!

thuls says:
but i cant remember it myself!

thuls says:
=(

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
so sad. I was cleaning my whole room today. All the drawers everything and i found this. I wanted to die laughing

thuls says:
HAHAHA

thuls says:
i can just imagine! =/

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:
wah then i read the last part i was like omg THUTS WAS IRRITATING EVEN THEN. HAHAHAHAHAH

Between order and randomness

Sometimes you feel euphoric. Everything is sublime and has an aura, and suddenly you are intensely nauseated and then you are gone.
- The Time Traveler's Wife-

You have dug your own grave, now lie in it.

Don't. You'll ruin it.

Ruin what?

This. Us.

Don't you want to know?

No.

Why not?

I don't know.

You're afraid.

No. I'm not.

You are.

What's there to be afraid of love?
There's no way back.